17JUL
The coat is heavier than it looks — bone wool, almost tactile in that way that makes you want to touch everything. I pulled it closed and for a second I was somewhere else, not performing, just being. The light through the window was the kind of soft that doesn't ask anything of you. I think I smiled without realizing. These are the moments that don't look like anything from the outside, but they stay.
Mood: Contemplative, still, gently warm